Tuesday, January 6, 2009

Day so dark. is it going to rain le i wondering. oh ya hor.. forgot liao now oledi 8.51pm d sure dark la. is night time jor ehheeh...but wind is being coldly into my room so liang so cool so nice hehehe..nice feel.. dear this few days raining le...go thunderstorm somemore...saturday and sunday stay at home missing you...whole day raining from morning to night non stop ...dont feel like going out..so just stay at home hehehe..be wu liao de ren ahhaah dear never i let you say me..dear only can say me ben, sha huai, suai, lan, fei, and hamsap heheeh ok? only i will let my bao bei dear dear say me. no one will have the right to say me except u. heheh i dont care how bad u say me or how huai you say me i will still love dear with all i have and with my full heart. ni shi wo de zui zui ai. dear i know dear...i also very very gua zu lei (thinking of you) hen xiang nian ni. actually i dont bare to leave you alone think of you de dear. because not only you very miss me. im so far here i also alone here missing you like crazy do you know that dear? dear you will thinking of me till cry? why le dear? dont cry dear dont cry...another 18 more days then we will be back together liao dear. i will be home soon bao bei dear dear. just ren nai ok. i know that i really cant wait to go back to be with you. just a few more days only ok dear.

Dear dear dear dear we will celebrate many many new year together dear. Year 2009 is just our starting year. we have very very long journey still to go. and i want to spend every moment of that journey just with you can? just be by yourside and do everything together with you. as long as your with me i will live everyday to the fullest and i will feel very xin fu and happy just because i have you dear.

Dear actually i feel the most luckiest guy on earth dear...it is more happy and more lucky feeling than striking 4D jackpot...but if can let me strike ma piao oso not bad hor hehehe bao bei...since the very first day i with you i have always been very kai lang and i always know that you will be beside and then i wont be sad and i will do everyting with passion and full of love dear.
Dear now is exam period...ni hai hao ma? got eat properly ma? got sleep enough ma? hui xin ku ma? all this i only thinking in my mind everyday every minit...dear you really have made me sha liao..my mind all is about you do you know? dear exam period i wish that i can be with you dear so that we can study together and dont let you suffer so much...dear i dont want to see u xin ku ok?? i want to accompany you study till late late...if i close my eyes or feel wanan fall asleep pour water on my face ok dear then i will wake up liao hhehehe...dear dear sorry that i cannot accompany you wor..you must jian qiang ok ? then dont lazy wor...must jia you jia you study ok? i know you very rajin study till very very late liao...good job dear...so proud of you.

Dear do you know that day when i receive your sms after your exam i very very very super duper happy ma.. i suddenly feel so wonderful and my world become like so perfect like dat. dear its ok dear...at least got those question you manage to do then is ok liao...dear im very proud of you that you know how to do..means that your study dint go to waste dear...all your effort is worth it de..hehehe chio man..high five baby... dear hahah got ppl ask you whether you patoh r...your forehead there got write you patoh meh? or you where a t shirt there said [ NOT AVAILABLE SORRY ]
ohh yuan lai you and that gong zhu is same ID number de r...always sit so close...erm you and her good fren isit..
Dear it is so good to hear that you are happy and feeling so xin fu and everyday full of laughter...cause lou po zai hoi sam ngor zao hoi sam lo hehehe
hahahah dear u noti la..when got thing happen then think of my ham sap ham sap face...walau eh..what la..cannot think of my xiao shuai (small handsome) face meh ? har har har? cannot meh? cannot meh? hehehe
dear if you want to show off to the others that we are very xin fu i dont mind de r.. cause i want to show to the world how xin fu we are hehehe want to make them so jealous of our xin fu-ness heheh ok ok ok lo...i will forgive u wahahhaha

dear im very serious de ren de ok hehehehe...we both serious de ma good lo...dear i really treat this relationship very serious de..den i dont want to play play de ok dear...wo tui ni shi ren zhen de
i really dont wish to lose you as my girlfriend cause i really treat you as my one and only and i hope that we can go to the end...go on together forever...everyday hope for the best dear. you know ma? not only you zai nu li ze ok? me oso got 努力着维持我们的感情 ok. i dont want to hear those two words. i dont want to say those two words and dont want to even know those two words ok. i just want to be with you. i dono what i will do without you.

walau eh...say me huai huai ren again hahaha...you know me best lo bao bei.. no one know me more than you do lo..erm...follow proceduce shi ying gai de ma...u will fall asleep meh if follow procedure? then i ma pour water on ur face lo dont let u sleep wahahhaah...ok dear...hehehe i follow you dont follow procedure ok? ok ok? heheh
if you like chi ji gan de dong xi then wo jiu bu zai yi de wor..hee we hui gei ni gou gou li.. extreme 刺激 wahahhahaha...but i will control de hehe
Dear last night when i call you i feel so warm when i can hear your voice do you know ma? it is like you are just beside me talking to me only...but i touch my pillow.. haihz..dear i want to touch u can ma dear? can can? i dotn want to touch pillow i want to touch you dear..touch your hair, your lips your hands your leg your body and your ...erhm..erhm... dont tell you ehheeh dear i want to fill you dear.
i want to let you know how much i love you in my heart bao bei



Dear dear dear...my friend went to Tokyo Japan then took photo of something interesting le dear... he told me then i really cannot believe my eyes u noe ma..really really cannot believe it... then he fast fast email to me...when i open it....























Monday, January 5, 2009

笨dear 傻dear 坏dear 衰dear 懒dear 肥dear hamsap的dear...我最爱的dear.......你知道我很想念你吗?为什么你那么忍心让我独自一个人想你想得那么久。dear有时候想你真的想到很想哭的呢。。。dear你有像我一样这么想你吗?
dear, 2009年是我们在一起的第一年哦。
我要从年头到年尾都跟你在一起,然后我们一起过好多好多次新年,
一起倒数好多好多次。。。
虽然今年我们只能够在电话上一起跨年,可是我已经很满足了。
能够遇见dear你算是我今年最幸运的了。
make a wish...我要永远跟你在一起。
对不起dear dear最近忙着读书都很少来LD写东西了。
所以今天一考完两科我就立刻来这里。
迫不及待想要跟你分享心事,然后再听你诉说着你的心事。
dear我要用我所有的爱来爱你。
你知道吗?当我今天遇见我的ex再跟他面对面经过,
我觉得he is nth to me anymore。
在这之前我都很怕遇见他,因为我怕自己会再记起以前痛过的。
可是今天的我却很有信心地从他面前走过,
因为我的心不再有它的存在。
我的心已经装满了你,你带给我的幸福,装的好满好满,满到全透露在脸上了。
我觉得我整个人都变得好美,好有信心。
今天还有一个男的问我是不是谈恋爱了?
他是每一次考试都坐我的后面或前面,
总之每次考试不用找位子,看到他就可以了,不是他的后面就是前面。
between me and 公主。
他问我是不是交新男朋友了,我问他为何这么说,
他说因为最近看到我都很开心,整天笑,容光焕发,
整个人很开心的感觉。
对呀,自从跟dear你在一起后,我真的变得好开心。
好像有什么心事,一想到dear你ham ham sap sap 的样子我就觉得好幸福。
dear 我不是有心要show off你给我的幸福给别人看的,
它自己要出现在我脸上我也不想的。。。dear你要原谅我哦。。。
dear你知道我最喜欢跟你一起的什么感觉吗?
就是虽然我们是couple but 那种feel 就像是跟很好很好的朋友那样。
你不会生气我lampoon你,我也不会生气你整天耍我,
不用解释你也知道我说的冷笑话,然后你会给我respon。
我跟我的ex就不同,我只要开玩笑说错一句话,他就会胡思乱想。
我不喜欢那样咧dear,everytime must be serious,很累的。
每一次我都需要解释很多很多,包括那时你是我的朋友,我都解释不下百次。。。
dear你应该不是serious的人hor?看你的样子就知道了。。。
but dear...
我是很serious的咧!!dun play play ar....
因为我是对你很serious,我对我们的感情真的很认真地,
我不想失去一个值得我付出所有的爱来爱他的人。
我真的很想跟你到永远永远,永远都不分开。
我在努力着dear,努力着维持我们的感情。
我答应你我不会随随便便就说x手两个字。
直到永远我们都不说好不好?
我就只想要跟你在一起dear...好不好?我们永远都在一起,好不好?
dear你放心好了,你是不会失去我的,因为我也不想失去你。
所以不管我发神经说的什么话都好,你都不用担心会失去我。
因为。。。
打死我也不会离开你的,
你是属于我的dear,我不会给任何人机会夺走我最心爱的dear dear。
dear,你是坏坏的人,怎么控制自己去做坏坏的事呢?
我就知道其实dear你很想我去seduce你的,我就知道,
还假假说要follow procedure。。。
follow得来我都想睡了咯dear。
你在office follow prosedure, 在家又follow你不sien的吗??
come on dear...open abit can???dun be shy...hehehe...
因为dear 我喜欢刺激的东西,所以我还是比较喜欢无端端seduce你,
你千万千万要忍住哦,因为你一忍不住,我就会停止seduce你了。。。
哇哈哈,看你怎么办??
dear我真的觉得好幸福因为我已经是你的了,
这样有你疼有你爱觉得是界变得好美。
我要让所有的人都羡慕我,羡慕我有一个这么好的dear。。。
也要幸福倒让以前伤过你和我的心的人regret...
dear actually你还有想念你的ex的吗?
不用怕我会不高兴哦。因为我会体谅你的。
毕竟你们在一起那么多年的感情,你又曾经那么爱她,
一时之间会放不下那么多的东西吧。。。
有时候你会用我跟你的ex compare吗?
其实我有时候也会compare你和我的ex。
dear你不要生气哦。
可是我想来想去,还是觉得你比他们都好很多,
因为跟你一起真的很开心。是跟以前的完全不一样的感觉,
可能我们的性格比较像。
所以我才觉得这次我没选错人。
所以我更要好好珍惜你。
珍惜所有你给我的东西。珍惜所有跟你一起的感觉。
因为我要和你有一个super happy ending...
dear...
dear...
dear...
很想摸着你的脸,看着你的眼睛,然后轻轻地对你说:“dear, i love u forever....”
对咯dear, 你可以不要每次叫我大大声地对你说i love u 吗??
我会脸红会心跳的。
然后我的朋友都会笑我的,尤其是jonathan那衰人,
最佳损友就是他了。
上次我嘴巴痛生牙齿他竟然很认真地跟我说吃糖子可以止痛。
我就真的傻傻要去买糖子,然后他就在偷笑,erwin才跟我说他玩我的。
气死我!!所以dear我不能在他的面前大声跟你说我爱你,
它会从学校大门笑到我去SRC第二天再笑的。
dear....等你回来我天天说给你听好吗??
ok?ok ok ok?
呵呵。。。

Friday, January 2, 2009

HAPPY NEW YEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR DeAR...Bao Bei Dear i want to wish you a very happy new year 2009 ..wish that this year will be a better year than last year dear. i wish that this year brings more hapiness and luck for us bao bei. just wish that i can spend every day every moment together with you in this new year. Dear on new year's eve was one of my happiest days together with u although we are miles apart but i stil can feel you beside me. just like i hold you and hug u while ur beside me. when i hear your voice my heart was pumping even more faster. dear this is the first time i countdown the new year with u o ... u must always remember it ok ok ok? i will always keep this in my heart forever de...u at the beach there then i at the queensbay there we countdown together..so nice ehhehe sure dear i remember that this is our 3rd celebration together..first is dong zhi ma then 2nd is christmas ma then 3rd is new year ma correct? heheh sure correct la...i where will forget the moments i spend with you de wor..i always will keep in my heart de.
dear i really make u feel so xin fu? really reall really? how much ? how much xin fu? hehehe..dear when i hear this i super fill with joy cause i want you to feel xin fu together with me.i want everyday of ur life to be fill with me and joy.everything u do i oso want to be part of it. u sleep i oso want to sleep with u. u eat oso i want to eat with u. u drink i oso want to drink with u.do everything with u. just you and only you. dear you know ma? this last few days i very very very miss u u noe ma. ever since i come back penang i miss you like crazy every time. why like this r dear? then when last night we talk on the phone i very happy that i can hear ur voice even for a moment. dear i really feel very warm when we can talk on the phone. it makes me feel very close to u.
Dear...i know im busy with my work but u must know this dear..i everytime i working in my mind i will always think of you. sometimes my whole mind is full with u den i cannot have any space to do my work liao den my supervisor will scold me. sometimes i do halfway my job den suddenly will fa tai. daydream. that is the time when my whole mind is thinking of u. u really can make me stop like dat. dear...u very powerful le.dont like dat la dear. give me some space for my job oso ma. dear dear so greedy want to ji into all my brain wahahahha.. bao bei wo zhen de hen xiang ni. even if my job very busy buy i will every second every minit will care of you and wanting to know what you are doing there. i will keep you in my heart forever and ever dear.
bao bei dear dear i dont want to lose you can? i really very afraid of losing you cause i already have fallen deeply in love with you d. no one can replace you liao.i have you u in my heart complete liao.i everytime will think of the happy things we do together then i will sha sha laugh there myself wahhaha...i really got so silly meh dear hehehe
aiyo dear r if i not funny then u will still like me meh? hahaha u want me to be the serious serious kind of bf ? wahh i scared u will scared man...
what 做坏坏的事 o..heheheh dear dear naughty lo..ppl busy finding movie for you to watch then u suddenly dono what ahppen become so high like dat terus kiss me and touch me..aiyoh...make me so..so..so..ahahahah like dat lo..blerk~~
next time i will try to control myself liao hehehe dont so easy let u seduce me hehehe
but actually i like u to seduce me de wahahhahaha

har? dear u dono i know how to build computer de meh? even before i come to intel to work i already know how to build liao de wor...it is very easy de actually..ahhaha dont see like very complicated. even you oso can build it de. you really so shock meh? hehehe if im not more smart and more li hai den u den i not fit to be ur bf liao wor..cause i want to be able to care and take care of you de ma. dear u know ma...our love so strong i feel like everything is nothing liao. mean i can do anything i put my mind to. i can achieve excellent when i have you dear.i can be very successful with you and our love dear. you are very very very important to me bao bei.
bao bei dear wo hui jia you jia you de wor...you also k..must study hard and be hardworking liao ok dear...i oso want to see you success.then we together can be very successful and have a good life in future. dear i feel that we can cause we last time do many things together liao den i feel our teamwork very keng. no one can so perfect match us liao owowow..

bao bei dear...wo jie shou ni.. dear i very appreciate your support and gu li de ehehehe dear yesterday i send you all of those sms i really mean it de ok. i really love you very much dear. i will never stop loving you for watever reason. i really cant make myself to stop thinking about you.everything about u. i have fallen deeply in love with you. dear another few more weeks nia then i can see my darling bao bei liao..ehhehe so happy..wo hui nu li de dear. the sweetest moment we can spend together liao. dear we still have manny manny manny manny things havent do together dear... like go shopping go holiday go themepark play sleep at the beach and watch stars,see sunset togehter..all this things i want to do with dear dear. i just cant wait to see you and be together with you
dear i love you very very very ultra much...
MUAKX MUAKX MUAKX MUAKX bao bei
ai shi ni...






dear dear dear...where is our pics dear..i want i want i want...dear post it la dear...please please please..u have alot of pics havent send to me le..when can i get it o?????

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

新年快乐dear,happy 2009...
我们在一起度过了跨年,虽然在不同的地方,可是能听到dear和我一起倒数我就很开心了!
dear,这是我们在一起度过的第三个节日,你还记得第一个节日是什么吗?第二个?第三个?
记得吗记得吗?
dear我好爱你哦,你真的令我觉得我是最幸福的人了。
无论是什么时候,只要听到你的声音,接触到你,我就很开心很开心了。真的。
我想要每天都能感受到你的存在,我想要每天都能听到你的声音,
dear可以吗?
不管你多忙都好,都要想我好吗?都关心我好吗?只要一分钟,不,五秒钟都好。
因为我不想在你心里消失,我要你永远永远都记得我。
因为我也会永远永远的记得你的。
dear,跨年你不在我身边是个遗憾,但能和你一起倒数是我的幸运,
我很珍惜上天给我们的任何机会,任何能与你接触的机会。
对呀dear,和你在一起的每一分每一秒我都觉得好幸福好快乐。
总觉得世界上所有的事情都变得不重要了,只要有你在身边。
我们一起做过的事还历历在目,我无法不去想它。
每次想得入神的时候,就会自己傻笑,我怎么会有一个这么好笑的dear?
每次都带给我快乐,都令我笑的像傻子。。。
dear有你真好。真的。
对呀,dear第一次和你做坏坏的事,第一次和你看戏看到大笑,第一次与中快步,
第一次第一次第一次。。。。
所有的第一次我都很怀念。。。尤其是笨笨的dear第一次被我seduce到的时候,
真的觉得我们都好幸福,好幸福好幸福到会令人羡慕。。。
虽然dear很坏,可是有些时候dear好笨,
笨得我想永远都抱着你不放,让你一直笨下去。哈哈。。。
对呀dear,我们一起做过好多好多的东西,我都没忘记,
每一刻都是这么的幸福。
当dear你对我说你会自己组电脑的时候我真的吓了一跳,
dear你有多了一样让我佩服你的东西。
要多么幸运才能够找到像dear你这么super duper ultra extreamly聪明的人呢?
我这得很幸运很幸运咯。。。
你在我心目中已经是90%perfect了,
如果你真的会做一个robot的话。。。。哇~~~~dear。。。。我可以考虑嫁给你了,
真的。
因为我就是喜欢比我聪明比我厉害的男生,
所以帅和有钱对我来说,虽然我也有点在意,可是我不会把他们看得太重,
因为我只要有dear的爱,就足够了。
dear在我心目中已经够帅了,再帅的话,我会没有安全感的。。。
dear你没钱也没关系啊,我们以后一起努力赚钱就好了啊,
只要我们都努力,我相信以后的日子也会过得很好。。。
dear要加油哦。。。
我,想把我自己交给你,dear,你要接受吗?
我会在你身边默默的支持你,给你最大的鼓励!
dear你说好不好??好不好?好不好jek?
哈哈dear我没有stingy ok?
我就是要慢慢给你嘛,等你慢慢欣赏嘛。。。
好啦好啦,我这就给你一张嘛。。。。
一天一张咯,ok?ok?ok ok ok?
嘻嘻。。。
dear我很眼睡了,快要五点了,天亮了,
下次再写更多东西给你好吗?
dear我爱你哦,i love u so much..
love u forever n ever....
muack muack...
love u...


















Tuesday, December 30, 2008

today is quite a nice day even though morning got raining make me so cold and a bit of flu hahha got liu pi ti tim... erm but is very day to sleep in the bed...sadly i have to wake up so early cause have to go to work..so not use to it liao sien man have to go work again...cant i just be together with my bao bei dear dear meh? every morning i wake up the first thing i want to see beside me is my dear dear..sweet sweet dear dear sleeping so nicely beside me.dear dear de sleepy face so cute hehe must be dreaming dono what naughty thing in her dream hahaha but very soon i know i can liao cause after that i can be with you every day and every day i will be so happpy happy... hehehe dear wait for me ok dear. i will come home very very very soon. today wake up just thinking how nice is to wake up beside u den i can hold you in my arms and give u one very warm warm hug. then i before i go to work i will give u one small kiss on ur lips and whisper in ur ear " bao bei wo yao qu zuo gong le. wo ai ni o"
dear today very cold this morning, i forgotten to bring back my blanket. the red blanket make u sneeze and sneeze non stop when we stayed together. sorry dear dear make ur nose ming gan hehe. aiks... now i sleep without blanket so cold how nice if dear dear is beside me than i can hug your warm warm body then i wont liu pi ti le.
dear dear dear... i feel very very xin fu and very happy when i am with you. u make me smile everyday and so warm and nice inside...i really dono use what words to describe my feelings i have for you. everyday i go though i will feel so complete and so joyful.just thinking of you already make me fall into heaven. so in love with you dear.everyday i will feel more closer to u even though we are so far away. everyday i feel i want to just rush back home and hug you tight tight. dear u noe ma this two days i really really very very very happy. even though we dint do much things or go many places but somehow i felt like we spent the most time together during this 2 days. really cannot use other things to replace liao. really the most worth it and most well spent time with u d. totally is 24 hours together with u no go out hehehe. it really feels like i can be with you forever never want to be away from you. even 1 cm i walk away from u i will start to miss u like crazy.
dear...i dont want to waste this love relationship with u dear. i know that we have suffer alot alot liao. i dont want u to suffer anymore. i want to do my best to take good care of you. to give you whole happiness. endless hapiness and xin fu dear. i really want to. you know ma...actually for us to be together is very very hard de. its not easy for two person to fall in love so strong and be together. we have to go through alot of things and challenge. like long distance and everything. but i am really really very grateful that i can be with you dear. i really very appreciate us and you. i really very cherish you as my girlfriend. MY ONLY LOVE. we can be said that the heavens treat us good so that i can meet you. i feel like it is destiny already plan d. i promise you i wont let go dear. i wont give up on you. i hope you wont too ok dear. do u noe how hard for me to meet u ma dear walau eh..if that day u dint wear white shirt and stand at the clc lift there for me to see then i wont noe who is manny liao...woan man who lai de wor...isit old aunty? hahah if that time i dint go open the website to see then i wont see your picture with ur fren liao..if i dint see it then i wont know your msn liao.. if i dint know your msn i also wont go and add you and chat with you liao...like that we will never ever have met somemore never ever even have the chance to be together liao. den i will be alone and single like so ke lian like dat.
dear...you are not hard to xiang chu with. actually you are very hard to xiang chu with. hahaha no la dear. i like to be with you. i like to spend my time with you and tan xin si. i like to talk to u and share things with u dear. i like your company.gen ni xiang chu bing bu nan. no lo dear.so far u have treat me very very good dear. dont have anything you do or action which is nan shou lo.
WEI ~ i where got everyday qi u o..where got where got..u say la u say la where? where where? blerk. zhu.
dear everyday i will look at our foto and look at u then will think of the times we be together and feel so happy inside.oh my god i really love u so much le... this is the first time i feel that everytime when we take photo we are very very match and so so so couple love. really very suitable and very gang gang hao. actually is not gang gang hao. is should be said PERFECT MATCH. so very den tui de. we have 夫妻 yang le hehehe dont scold me cause i hao lian lo cause i really reall y feel like dat le..we are match made in heaven. two banana same skin ...dono la...i think is say like dat gua hahahah wo men zhen de zhen de hen pei. we have many many things in common and alot of things i like u also like haha.
dear i wont so often see leng lui liao ok...cause my beside is one super duper leng lui girlfriend...why need to look at others le.. erm dear.. if u see leng zai must tell me hor..haha then we together kap zai kap lui haha comment comment on them hahaha dear im ok de.
but i see leng lui is for fun only la..i dont like them also. my heart is only with you dear. ok? i see is just see only then i will forget liao. but you are different. you are very very important and special to me dear. i cannot forget you. u have already been lock in my heart d.only you will be in my heart dear.
dear i know you are not 100% perfect because i am also not. im not a very perfect boyfriend also. but you are already 100% to me already. because your my girlfriend and you are 100% in my heart.i also hope that i can be perfect boyfriend to you dear.i really really really love you bao bei. i cannot live a moment without u. whenever i see the foto of our kiss together it makes me sooooooooooo out of this world. i feel like im the happiest and luckiest guy on earth. i cannot want anything more.
yes dear. our kiss is every lasting. forever and ever. never want to miss a moment without u. dear i want everyone in the world to know that i am in love with you dear. want to make them envy me.jealous of us. jealous of our love. just like you said dear. sweet as honey hehehe..ur my honey sweetheart bao bei dear dear.

dear i love you bao bei. i really really love you very very very much. i love you i love you i love you. even if i said it a million times i still want to say it again. cause i want to show my love to you dear. muaks muaks dear.

dear i cant wait for the day i can be with u together and hold you in my arms once again. the times we spend together are very short and i really very appreciate it. walking together with you. eat ice cream together. go change sim card together. go watch movie together. sleep together. hug you together. let you rest on my shoulder together. laugh together. drink together eat together.go jonker walk give ppl push together. eat sushi together. watch movie on pinky together. walk to pork shop together. drink soup together.sleep together hug together.do naughty things together hehehe.

dear the most i miss is just spending my time together with u. im counting the days i can be with u liao dear.fast fast come baby. dear lei hou cute o...lei hou chun o...lei hou cute chun wor... hahaha
muaks muaks dear dear. I LOVE YOU








**oh ya hor..dear are...can u dont be sooo stingy ma dear..can u send me the foto ma...post our the fotos one by one la dear can can can can? please dear please.......i really want the fotos le...eyer dear...dont stingy la
or u one day post one can? can can?

Monday, December 29, 2008

dear....dear im really very very happy....because i have u...
dear 你知道吗?跟你在一起的每一天我都很开心,很满足,
这两天跟你在一起,真的很开心很开心,就好像我们永远都不会分开那样,
原来dear睡觉的样子是这样的,
原来dear不睡觉的样子是那样的,
我都知道了,很高兴,很开心。
dear啊,要多么幸运才能够遇见你呢?
要经过多少的心痛我们才有缘在一起?
这都是我们千辛万苦得来的,所以我们都要好好珍惜彼此,不能随便就把这缘分浪费掉。
dear 啊,人家说相爱容易相处难哦,你觉得你和我相处难吗?
我有什么事情或动作会令你难受的吗?
不过dear你除了整天气我之外,我觉得和你一起很开心,
虽然有时你有一些小缺点,可是我还是觉得很开心。。。。
看着我们的照片哦,真的觉得我们很相配咧,性格外形样貌身高年龄生日,刚刚好,perfect!!!
越看越有夫妻相,羡煞旁人,幸福啊dear,
dear你是我老公了哦,不能再去看别的女孩子了,要看也不要让我知道ok?
我看男生也不会让你知道的,放心dear。。。哈哈。。。我的dear你现在的眼睛一定在瞟我。
我的心里面啊,就只能容得下你了,就只能让你住,
dear啊。。。我真的很认真地看待我们的感情的,
绝不是玩玩下,绝不是半途而废的那种,我真的,我真的把我整个人整颗心交给你了,
你一定,势必要好好珍惜,因为我是很脆弱的,
我希望我在你心目中是个一百分的女孩子,可是我知道不可能,
至少有九十分吧dear,八十五分?
无论我在你心中是多少分,我还是会好好的爱你,
直到达到一百分为止。我会努力的。。。






dear...我们的吻是long-lasting的吻哦。。。帅帅的dear, 美美的我。。。真令人羡慕。。。。sweet sweet....

我永远都很爱你哦dear。。。

这种幸福的感觉多美好,就好像天天都吃蜜糖一样,

dear你为什么能够给我这样的感觉啊?

我简直像在做梦一般,能够认识你,喜欢你到爱上你,都好像做梦一样,

好像所有的东西所有的事情都已经注定了的,我们会相遇相识再相爱。。。

现在想起来,还是会觉得很不可思议。

很爱你啊dear....

那天说可能会遇到比彼此更适合的人,其实我心里多么希望这事不会发生。

因为我已经认定你就是最适合我的人了,没有其他人比你更适合我,

可是,以后的事很难说,

下一秒我们都不知道会发生什么事,

所以我现在开始就要好好爱你,爱到不能爱你为止。

我会很珍惜很珍惜很珍惜现在拥有的一切,

希望dear你也是一样。。。

dear 啊,我又在倒数日子了,还有 34 天我们才能天天见面,

整整一个月,我又要开始想你一个月了,

但是我知道只要过了这个月,我们就能永远在一起,不会再分开了,

希望如此吧dear。。。

dear,好好照顾自己,别人都说你瘦了,你要多吃点,多运动点,

不要有弱弱的身体,怎么照顾和保护我呢?

dear dear dear,加油哦,我会在这里一直支持你的,

还有一个月我们就能天天见面了。。。。

爱你哦dear...muack...

Friday, December 26, 2008

bao bei dear dear i have sooo soo many things to tell you hehe...dono where to start first...erm ok start from that other day..im back in batu pahat (bp) now..open our love diary and starting to tell you my feelings and love for you. bao bei dear, even when you are soo soo soo very far away from me but i feel like your very very very near to me. you always make me feel like your just beside me and your heart is in my heart. we celebrate dong zhi that day hahha i really manage to eat the tang yuan. cause i scared you will overtake me. if i dont eat then i cannot grow one year older liao den you will have to call me xiao di di ...i dont want i dont want. i want to be older than you so that i can take care of you and be the person for you to kao and yi lai. i want to be the only person for you and to provide everything for you my dear dear. we have met many many many people many times and i wish that you will be my only one. oooohhhh yuan lai now i know that my voice attract you hehehe my voice so sweet and soft de meh ahah erm dear r...do you know something..actually hor last time everytime i online i will see you online and wanted to find you chatting de but i choose not to cause i scared i will make your 'X' jealous and make you more sad. dear when the first time i hear you cry my heart become very down and very sad and gloomy. you make me very weak and so helpless cause someone hurt you and the person is me. cause i feel i am wrong cause i made the manny bear especially for you and your 'X' misunderstand my intention and blame you for cheating him. when you said so sorry to me cause you feel that you lian lei le wo i feel so misearble. i really dono what to do cause i dont want to break you guys both de. then after that i dare not find you liao. i try not to find you and hide my feelings for you. cause i know that if i express my love for you u will think i am crazy.and i dont want to be third party. so i just quiet quiet walk away.hope that i will forget you but in the end i cant. dear...do you know ma..when i told you that i wont find you anymore because your 'X' dont like me then you said to me that you dont want to lose me as a friend i am very very very happy cause i feel that you care about me. but who knows heheheh in the end we are together; so i really really very cherish you dear dear dear. i will not hurt you or do anything to hurt you ok bao bei. if that guy dont want to cherish you and trust you, i will dear. i will the guy that will always appreciate you and will love you and care for you no matter what. sometimes i feel like it is already preplan de. it is our DESTINY to meet and fall in love with each other. we are faith dear. yuan fen. cause somehow even so far but we still feel for each other. if this is not call fate then i dono what is call liao...
my friends keep on asking me..so far how is it possible you both can be together wor...then i just tell him two words. LOVE and FEELING.
From the first time i said i like you to the first time i said i love you. i have always been very cherish you. from that moment on i have chosen you to be my everything. i have surrender my love my soul my body to you dear.i want you to be my forever lasting. i cannot lose you dear..really really cannot.

dear i will be my best for you ok dear. i will chap chap myself handsome handsome for you only. i will be clean smart and a bit shuai qi hahahah dear dont u feel i got a bit xiao shuai ma? got got got? got la..sure de ma? a bit oso dont have meh? really really?
dear i know you dont want me to look uncle de ..actually that day you saw my uncle look in pork shop is for ur 'X' to see de not for you ok. you wu hui le. i want him to see my uncle look hwhhahaha.

dear christmas eve that night i come back to especially find you .do you feel happy? how is your feeling dear. i want to know. i know you actually wanted me to be by yourside and countdown and hug you and hold you and when the clock strikes 12 tell you that i love you forever bao bei dear. but hor seems like my plan fail le. success only half only. dear my plan was to surprise you de. cause my company work half day ma. then afternoon after lunch i fast fast go and buy tiket come back to melaka find you. very very rush. in the bus i sms you that i will see you soon but you dint guess that i will come back find you right wahhahah...then i got sms you ask you what plans you have later but you dint reply me back. dear in the bus i thinking alot alot and planning alot alot and wishing to give you the best christmas surprise ever. but when i receive your sms that you and erwin and john going out to makan i feel a bit dissapointed liao. cause like my plan will not success anymore. then i feeling a bit sad lo. thats why i told you that i am coming back ma hope that you will wait for me.but i understand dear cause you are not driving so you cannot come back home. dear i really really love you very much and you are always on my mind ok dear. even if my surprise dint not manage to go as plan but i am very very grateful also that can meet you. dear you know ma when i reach melaka that time i really wanted to go find you in portugis settlement de but there very traffic jam and alot alot of ppl so i think that i cant possible make it. so i plan to do another thing heheh i plan to call you during countdown time and talk to you and celebrate together with you hahah but there too many people and too noisy liao then got many ppl spray you right hahhaha....fun le dear dear..

dear you got make a wish right? you wish thati will come in front of you when you open your eyes. actually santa clause got listen to your wish. your wish got come true. i SUCCEED come back to find you. wohoooo dear i so happy that i can spend the first christmas night with you bao bei dear. i really really happy even if it is just a few hours only one night but i still appreciate the time and quality moment with you dear. i will never never ever forget the christmas night i spent just together with you. just the 2 of us. dear do you feel happy as well? hehe
dear i love you really very much dear...

MERRY CHRISTMAS BAO BEI DEAR DEAR... may we be so jolly and merry forever. my wish is to just be with you * muaks muaks* so happy that i am able to give you my christmas kiss finally dear