i will be strong

im so sorry i wasnt there for you when u need me the most dear. i really so sorry. i just wish i could have a chance to call u my bao bei dear dear once again and i just want to hear u call me silly dear once again. but now i cannot liao. i really wont hear it anymore. dear.. im so sad and so suffering inside. it is my fault and i really wish i have a chance to make things right again. i know you tried ur best to be with me forever and ever but i am the one who dono how to appreciate it and i will misunderstand u and simply simply thinking all the bad bad things. i really need you dear. would u come back to me? would u give me another chance? i need u so badly dear. witout u i cannot do anything.i feel my life is so meaningless. i really dont want to find another girl to replace u.my heart and feel is just be with u only.just only u . u noe ma each time i wake up i hope that i can see ur call or sms but i know i wont see it anymore.cause i know you very zhu zhong the feel de. i only want to care you and give u all the attention u need. but i know that the words u say to me last time now is say to another person d. i just feel very cherish the moments we had together when we were together. how much fun we had together. how sweet we were doing so many things together. play shooting zombie together. watching ghost movie together. eating together. sing K together. Duet together. go beach together. sleep together. remember the superman thing. i miss your laugh dear. i really miss ur voice. everyday i cant hear ur voice i really miss u so much. do you still miss me? u got think of me ma even u buy doing ur assignment? i writing all i feel in LD cause i scared if i find u u will feel very fan and i dont want to hurt u anymore. maybe i just want to protect u and dont want u to get cheated or bully.cause i know bao bei dear dear is very innocent de.will easily emotion de.