笨得我想永远都抱着你不放,让你一直笨下去。哈哈。。。
我就是要慢慢给你嘛,等你慢慢欣赏嘛。。。
dear...我们的吻是long-lasting的吻哦。。。帅帅的dear, 美美的我。。。真令人羡慕。。。。sweet sweet....
我永远都很爱你哦dear。。。
这种幸福的感觉多美好,就好像天天都吃蜜糖一样,
dear你为什么能够给我这样的感觉啊?
我简直像在做梦一般,能够认识你,喜欢你到爱上你,都好像做梦一样,
好像所有的东西所有的事情都已经注定了的,我们会相遇相识再相爱。。。
现在想起来,还是会觉得很不可思议。
很爱你啊dear....
那天说可能会遇到比彼此更适合的人,其实我心里多么希望这事不会发生。
因为我已经认定你就是最适合我的人了,没有其他人比你更适合我,
可是,以后的事很难说,
下一秒我们都不知道会发生什么事,
所以我现在开始就要好好爱你,爱到不能爱你为止。
我会很珍惜很珍惜很珍惜现在拥有的一切,
希望dear你也是一样。。。
dear 啊,我又在倒数日子了,还有 34 天我们才能天天见面,
整整一个月,我又要开始想你一个月了,
但是我知道只要过了这个月,我们就能永远在一起,不会再分开了,
希望如此吧dear。。。
dear,好好照顾自己,别人都说你瘦了,你要多吃点,多运动点,
不要有弱弱的身体,怎么照顾和保护我呢?
dear dear dear,加油哦,我会在这里一直支持你的,
还有一个月我们就能天天见面了。。。。
爱你哦dear...muack...
It’s a bright and sunny day. As I look out of my room window the sky is the bluest I ever seen. Never seen such a blue sky so long liao…how lovely. There is a few pigeons flying here and there. Some of the pigeons cuddle with each other on the neighbour’s rooftop. Even birds also have know of this thing called love. I feel love in the air whenever I think of us together. Nothing can change my love for you. Nothing at all. I want this love to last forever and ever. I don’t want it to end. Dear I can feel you dear. I can feel that you have been thinking of me everytime. I can feel that you concern about me and care about me. The other day when we had a little miscommunication I feeling very sad. We were both very sad. I know you treat our love diary very important. I know you treat everything about me and us very important. I always make you my first priority do you know that. I also feel all those thing is important ok. I know that if I dint use my own words and original words from my heart it wont have any feeling for you. I understand dear I really do. I think I got a bit guo fen when I said “if you don’t like it den I just delete it lo”. I hate myself for saying this cause it really hurt u. dear im really really really regret this cause I made someone I love so much so sad. I so scared of this. I actually know why you angry me or very disappointed in me. I can feel it. Everytime you say something or do something I have use my heart to feel you. I know what your thinking. But im trying my best to tam you. I keep on saying sorry and apologize but u don’t want care about me. I want to explain to u what I thinking but u already put the status there don’t call me nobody home. Whenver I see this thing I very heart pain and hurt. Cause I feel like you want to leave me. I feel like you like don’t like me anymore. When you don’t want to pick up my phone im so scared cause I really scared of losing you. In my mind i cannot live without you. A life without you mean nothing. When you don’t listen to my call I felt so alone. So helpless. So pain cause I have deeply fallen in love with you. It make me no mood to do other things. I don’t know how to make you know that im really in love with you but you have to trust me and believe me that I really do dear dear. Ever since the first time I said to you the 3 words “ I LOVE YOU” I meant it from the bottom of my heart. I said it with my mind and heart , body and soul. There is not a second I said any lie when I said I love you. I really really mean it. Please believe me dear.
Dear, I can feel your love to me dear. I will cherish you and appreciate you. I wont hurt you. I know that day , night time you cant sleep cause of what I did. I really really sorry for my stupid doing. Made you cannot sleep nicely. Can forgive me dear? Actually why I don’t wish for us to quarrel or fight is because I only want the moments to be sweet and loving. I also know you don’t like to quarrel right? It anything can prevent us to quarrel I will do it. Cause I don’t want to risk losing you. You mean everything to me. Dear I know that sometimes you will very fast change emotions. Very fast angry. But I don’t mind. Cause I can ti liang. For a couple to be together and to last to the end we need to have commitment, trust, consideration and love. I don’t blame you for angry to me cause I know you also have feelings. I understand de. i also hope that you will forever love me. Just love me. I will be by yourside through everything ok. I wont so easily give up on you. I really hope you also think the same way. Don’t just don’t bother me or don’t pick up my call. Dear I will show my love to you. I will be the only person you need. To give you support, gu li, zi chi. Wo
I am unable to control your thoughts and feelings. .but I am able to change them. When you ask me whether you should continue your girl’s thinking. My answer is do your thinking whenever you need to cause it will make you feel more human. If you feel like you have something in your thought or mind you want to tell me im open to it ok. You can tell me anything de.
Last night a lot of things happen. I have a lot of thinking and feelings. But I don’t know whether I should tell you anot. Cause I feeling very sad. I dono is sad or jealous or wat. But my heart feeling very suan and ku. Why r? why am I feeling this I asking myself. When I draw the graph for you I really don’t have mood. I feel just want to off the computer and just go to sleep and not wanting to think of anything. I dono why I feel like this. I am really really happy that you told me that you go out with Erwin. I am really very happy that you care to tell me the truth that you go out with him alone. I know that you dint lie to me and say any bluff me. But whenever I thinking of you with another boy I feel sad. Maybe is because I love you too much. Everything you do I oso can feel. I use all my heart to feel you. Its like your just beside me only. Last night I thought that you wanted us to do together. I know that Erwin said he got problem and that he wants someone to talk to. But howcome he have to take my dear dear le. Why did he have to choose the one I love and care most? Why why why?? I know friends are important. I don’t mind you going with your friends. Its ok if you go out with boys de ..i don’t mind gua. Erm.. haaha I really stupid doing my thinking la… but I just miss you so much dear.. I really do.. I really miss you miss you miss you miss you. I don’t want any other boy to have you or touch you or hug you. I very selfish. I just want you to be with me.
Dear… another one more week. Every day I just thinking of the time faster past so that I can reach the moment I can see you. Everyday I hoping that the day will come nearer so that I can meet you. Just leave 6 more days. Very fast de I tell myself. I just want to be with you and spend time with you. If can don’t sleep. Just hold you and hug you and kiss you. Hug you till you cant breathe. I wont and never will push you away. I will let you hug me never letting go ok.
Dear dear bao bei dear dear… I every day every second is thinking of you. Not one time is not thinking of you. You already made me so in love you . I love this feeling. Dear… I love you with all my breathe and soul.
How nice is the weather right now.. I really wish you were here beside me so that I can hug you and hold your hand and feel the sunny day. Rain or shine I don’t mind as long as your with me it doesn’t matter. Yesterday was my happiest day cause its been very very very long since I last talk to you and hear dear dear de voice d. everyday I always thinking of hearing your voice even if for one or two minit oso I don’t mind. As long can hear how are you feeling and whether your doing ok or not im already very satisfied liao. Actually I really wish that we can talk on the phone long long but currently I already use up my credit limit to maximum liao.. over d so cannot call too much d…but spending a few minutes to talk to dear I really feel that it is very worth it cause I really miss you and really really want to hear your sweet sweet voice. Even you coughing oso sound so nice. Your sneeze oso sound like music. Dear, isit you cough very bad cause I made you laugh? I want to made you laugh but I heard you cough so cham so I dint want to make it worst. Dear you very suffering there I know. I really wish that I was with who so that I can accompany you and be by your side when you need me the most. But sadly im not there. Im sorry dear please forgive me. I will make it up to you when I go back ok. I will accompany you whatever it takes. I want to accompany you go eat lunch dinner and supper. I want to feed you medicine and take care of you. I want to hug you when u feeling cold cold and no blanket. I don’t want dear dear to be sick.
Dear dear, today morning you first time wake up late hehehe create history le.. so fast then get ready liao even faster then ferrari le. Keng keng. You should be very proud of yourself le hehehe… dear im very happy that you will tell me everything because I want to know everything that is happening to you cause I really care about you and everything you do I oso want to noe. Not too guo fen ba…
Dear I noe you have a lot of trouble and suffering and sad and want someone to accompany you. I don’t want you to be alone to suffer. I will suffer for you ok. I will go through the hardship together with you. I know that you actually want me to call you and ask how are you. That day I called you and heard that you were busy with your friends go movie but I also feel very happy to get to talk to you for a while oso. Dear, im not very busy de ok. Im not always want to sleep de ok. Yesterday when I ask you whether what you write in the love diary is true or not is because I want to know how you feel towards me. Cause I very very long time d dint hear you say u love me liao. I thought you already forgot me. But now I can feel your heart and feeling dear. 我感觉得到你的心. Even though we are so far away but I still can feel you dear. I dono how but the feeling is very strong. My whole world is only about u dear. Dear have to use yu qi to talk to me meh? Heheh abit of wen rou and tao qi can liao lo J I really love the feeling when im talking to you.
Opps… looking out at the window the sky suddenly so cloudy liao…got 3 clouds like dark dark like dat in the sky…become a bit windy liao.
Dear do you know what im thinking? Actually when you in msn suddenly say erm..nothing la.. I actually can feel that something is wrong and your doing your girl thinking again. I actually very scared to ask more cause im really really really very afraid and scared of losing you. I really don’t want to lose you I cannot bear to lose you dear dear.if you leave me I really dono what will become of me. I can feel that your thinking of something but I don’t dare to ask cause I really scared that it will affect us.
Dear, I really really very love you ok. Can you please trust me and believe me ma?
Dear I dint know that when I say out my feelings in the phone u will be so gang dong cause when I say it out u laughing there. I only just want you to be the most xin fu girl in the world. Full with happiness and love.
Dear, I promise you that I wont hurt u ok dear. I wont do anything to hurt u ok. When I tell you that I love you I really mean it from the bottom of my heart. You are not dreaming my dear dear. I really really love you very much. You have me already. Im already become yours. I surrender my heart to you.
Can I start all over? Cause the weather change liao. Now raining so heavy fuiyohh..so nice .. so cold heheheh dear that day im really really so worried about you. When I heard you coughing and haa chiuu like dat I really so tan xin. Then you no more credit liao I scared anything happen to you no one can help you. I keep on saying cham cham cham..how le how le… good thing you gave me
Dear, you finally got speak with your princess already liao r..i thought you hate her so much de not meh? Howcome suddenly become friend with her liao de? You are a really really very good person le dear. Proud to have you as my dear. Dear you should be happy le that
Dear dear bao bei I hope that everyday im by urside so that I can see u and feel u and touch you. I don’t like to be apart from you. One day seems like so hard to go by without you. I want to have you be with me forever and ever. I can see you soon liao dear. Time will go fast fast so that I can see u next week. Im very qi tai that day to come. So excited and so happy heheh dear actually that day when I go out with you I told you I purposely buy a jeans right? Then you scold me say why I waste my money. Actually when I heard you say this I very very happy cause you made me feel that you love me not because of material but because of you really really love me for myself. And you show me that not money can buy happiness. You are not the girl that is always want to waste money. I really really love you dear. Ok dear this time I go back melaka will be on the 省钱之旅 hehee actually hor dear I want to bring you go eat eat nice nice food and those expensive food that you never taste before de cause I want you to feel so special. But once a while I oso will bring you de ok dear? Cause I only bring the person I love to this places. If not I have no one to bring liao. If I bring my friend go this kind of romantic places feel very gay le.. hahaha
Dear you’re my one and only girlfriend in my life and I will cherish you with every breathe I got. I will do everything that I can to make you happy and xin fu. I hope you wont mind. Every night and day I will thinking of you and wondering how you are.whether you still got eat Maggie mee or not. You mean the world to me dear. I really so love so love so love so love you my darling sweet honey dear. Cant wait to hug you and kiss you and hold you.
**## MUAKS MUAKS ##** specially for my dear dear 宛纹