i dunno why u will tink all this...i dunno how to explain n i dun1 to explain.i just wan to tell u the truth. whether u believe it or not, i jz wan to tell u the truth.
the sean guy is onli one of my gang, v..i really mean v, include all my frens oway hang out 2gth have dinner, study 2gth, selling thgs 2gth, jz one time go out to play due to v simply promise anth gang v will go out 2gth, who knows they really wan to go. Nth else, really nth else for me n sean.and wat u c in my mail box, i tol u, u r jz reading the surface but u never never tink of wanna noe the deep inside.y i would said like tat, y i would reply such msg to him, u thouhgt ur gf really so unshame to tok with a guy like tat?wat kind of person u tink of me?somemore he has his gf with one year stable relationship.wat i could do to him or to u n me?i dun wanna explain, or tel u wat i mean in the email is bcz i noe u r oway trust me, believe me, but now i noe u r not.u oway tink i will simply find anth n leave u alone.u thought everythg but u never thought i really need u, really appreciate u if not i wont walk such a long journey with u.u NEVER N EVER!!!u said i spend very happy time with sean, i feel very humour of it, spend hapy time?i never go out alone with him,never n ever.i never try to spend more than half day with him oso.our topic jz around IB event, selling thgs, how to stop selling thg, nth else.i dunno y u will say wat spend happy time with him.i suddenly felt u r so....so....dunno how to say.u could creat the story urself jz to find a reason to break up with me.tats the point!i so disappointed when i read all this...heart pain until wanna take it out n i wish i could 4gt u frm now on!!!!!u can ask anyone of my fren, how happy when i tol them u monday will be working here.how sweet m i when everyone ask me y i din went bac to sbn tat week n bcz i wanna wait u come to find me.how sweet m i when i tol everyone i ady watched ice age with my bf...all tis u NEVER wan to noe!!!u jz wanna noe how i kidding with my fren n u jz tink everythg in the wrong way.tats all have in ur heart to me!u r jz execute me without giving me any chance.if u wanna leave me, i wont force u to be here.if u wanna disappear frm my life, jz walk far far n make sure u never turn ur head.dun regret with wat u do bcz i din do anythg wrong n all is jz u tink urself.yes, since u said goodbye to me, i will do watever thgs to 4gt u,as u wish.although it is really tough to me....but live as one person better than gth with a person no longer trust me.
i jz wanna say: I DIN DO ANYTHG THAT BETRAY U, HURT U, N I NEVER N EVER MEANT TAT I WANNA BREAK WITH U!!!!!plz rmb wat u have tell me now...n 4ever...goodbye!