Sunday, June 21, 2009

Dear dear this 5 days i have been thinking alot of you dear. i know you sure wondering what i am doing in Indonesia right?

Dear dear r u wondering where i am right now? what i am doing? how i look and go where play? ok la dear i tell you give you some summary on what i do ok dear?

1 Day Fly from Senai JB Airport take Air Asia. Reach Denpasar Bali Indonesia after 2 hours. Greeted by two indonesian drivers. Go to hotel by Van. 8 ppl per van. Reach the city Kuta. Stay in the Barong Hotel. Went sightseeing. see the environment very kampung. many many ppl and many many cars. got alot of statues and wood cravings and stone cravings. alot of temple and god statue.Saw ppl carry the things on the head without using hand de. The city very high class and very busy like KL. got so many ppl. alot of foreigner. Ang mo alot. Got many branded shops. Got billabong, D&G, Roxy, Quicksilver, Gucci, Chanel, Coach many many. Really is shopping paradise for girls lo. Got hard rock cafe also there.The roads so damn small.even smaller then melaka de road. then the drive skill super good. overtake the car so near want to bang liao de. gou li.scary everyone shout.The town got alot of clubbing and pubs and disco. got ppl invite you in de.but we dint go clubbing cause quite expensive. and mostly is ang mo inside de.wear sexy sexy somemore.The night life very happening there. Got performance ppl breathing fire. Walk so much then go back to hotel very late liao 12 midnite d. My friends all at the swimming pool beside there drinking beer. AFter that tired d then go back to room to sleep lo

2 Day Early morning have to wake up so not use to it cause normally will sleep until very very late only wake up. at 12pm only wake up. now 7am have to wake up really so tired and lazy. just want to lai chuang. lay in bed nia. Eat american breakfast at the hotel dining hall. got scramble egg and bacon and ham so nice. my favourite breakfast then got hot milk to drink. nice nice. after that we start our journey to go see all the places in indonesia. see all those artifacts and old old traditional things. went to the mountain hill cliff at Uluwatu. so scary cause very very high then look down so far somemore then if bu xiao xin fall down sure die de. the wind so strong somemore then the waves super big and high. went there to see the sun set. so beautiful dear. i wish you were there with me to see the sunset. then i can hug u and hold u in my arms and watch the beautiful sky. dear r i thinking of u everytime when im there. after tat went to makan near the beach. Call JIMBARAN. it is very very long beach and alot of shop selling seafood and buffet. then we all call the food lo.quite ok. the coconut water so damn big.drink one hour still havent finish. dono drink how many litre liao still havent kosong hhahah dear u want some? share with me lar. Yaloh dear indonesia dont LRT those kind of thing de. even bus also seldom have. got alot of van and cars and motorbike so many lo. wah dear u also got watch show introduce indonesia transportation de r...dear dear so clever ler..bu kui is my bao bei. yaya their LRT is like bus but is macam lorry those kind de.not nice to see also de lar.

yes dear i got enjoy all this de bao bei ...miss u alot and alot too hehehe...actually u can call me and ask me how de but very expensive lo . the feeling in the aeroplane super cool lo. when it take off u can feel the force on your stomach lo. then like got someone pushing you from infront like dat.then the stomach like fly up. hahah no zombies lar dear hahha snake on the plane so funny ler hehehehhe the snake from my room go into the luggage bag and go to the plane isit whahahah yaloh i also want to hug hug u.

3 Day Leave Kuta Barong Hotel and going to another place to stay. but go to visit Tanah Lot first. it is a temple on top of the ocean de. very very nice. very special lo took alot of pictures.Then we went to high up the mountain hill like frazer hill or cameron hill very very cold and the wind very cooling ler dear. very nice. suang. hahaha there we go and eat strawberry very nice dear. then got those small shops so we go there and shopping.buy alot of souveniors lo.i know dear dear like to eat strawberry right. hehehe then on the way down the hill the behind van accident. langgar with a motorcycle. but nothing happen lar the motorcycle just stracthes nia. dint fall down or hurt. then the driver need to pay for the damage lo. then the van just stop near the road side and everyone get down to take foto. damn fei man. but very nice the view from up there lo even though it is in the middle of the road. After that we went to see the Twin Waterfall. the waterfall very very high up lo dear. it is got 2 big waterfall then the water flow down together and high up. everywhere is the water. but we kena tipu lo. got one local guide said need to pay de even though it is free. pay so expensive but actually just one road for us to walk then can reach liao de.he say wat have to guide us scared we dono the path. kanasai.

after that at night we go to one of the beach to eat dinner lo.got fried chicken vege and dried fish. then got one person keep on selling the dolphine sourvenior to us but we dont want buy. after that we go to our hotel to stay d Lovina Excelsior Dolphine Hotel. The place is very very big. the boys room very very nice but the girls room very scary. got big big statue in the room somemore then hor got a dark cave in the toilet bathtub. scary.they do not dare to bath there.all go to other room to bath whahaha but then the room very 5 Star hotel feel lo. my bath room very very nice. like those high class house de. got washing room and bath tub and the toilet seat very nice. hahaha dear r our room beside do u noe is wat ma? u guess ler? hahaha sure u cant guess de...is a ZOO !!! yalah really ler... is a zoo. got keep animals de. beside our room is rear deer and sang kancil. so cute ler. my fren de room behind is rear crocodile hahahahah so fei man... then at night we got go there for swimming. the pool water very very cold.

4 Day This morning so very early have to wake up d.5.30 am have to wake up. goodthing last night sleep early a bit.1am sleep ehehehe.then terus go to the beach and sit the boat go out to sea to see dolphine. the boat is like sampan like dat de. very small nia but got 2 bars besides to support the boat dont let it terbalik. we have to wear the safety jacket then for the ride. go to see dolphine ler dear so nice. then after that halfway stop in the middle of the sea and eat goreng pisang and drink tea. so nice. but my friend got seasick cause the boat stop and the wave goyang goyang. they all say wana go back tak boleh tahan then when reach the land they vomit liao. gou li.then alot of indon children come to sell souvenior. bracelet. shou lian jiao lian wat also got. then all go and bargain gou gou li. from Rp 10000 discount to Rp3000. dear in indonesia RM1 = Rp 3000. ahahahah so a bit not used to it lo.Then come back from see dolphine then go back to hotel again. the rest go to see the animal in the zoo. den i go back room to sleep 15 minit cause really very tired. hahahhaha den after that my fren come and and call me go makan d dont sleep. den go out and eat the breakfast from the hotel very nice. got friend mee, vege soup and roti planta and watermelon and wintermelon. then go and see animal. got parrot, owl, deer, and crocodile. then hor somemore got snake ler dear. scary u noe. they throw 3 small chicken into the snake cage and let it eat it alive ler. i saw it wrap itself around the chicken then slowly eat it into its mouth and swallow it. oh my god.gou li ler. then i got go and see dolphine show in the pool there.

day 1-uluwatu sunset,jimbaran bbq
day2-water sport,babi guling,buy clothes thr Krisna, go beach,nite at kuta
day3-tanah lot,strawberry,langgar kereta,twin water fall,lovina
day3- eat chicken and fish at seasid
day4- dolphin,Volcano ,coffee plantation ,nusa dua,another forgot temple name,"ti
tian",ubud,pork ribs
day5-ubud market and sukawati Shopping

Dear r.. i continue later ok...hahaha 1.30pm liao..want to eat dinner liao. u preparing for your class now right and blowing ur hair. Take care ok dear. have fun o. i love you very much. cant wait to see u soon. i miss u so very much dear. muaks muaks muaks.

Back from Bali,Indonesia. Missing my dear dear so much. 5 days dint see my bao bei.

dear dear i am reading the post you write for me. so long dint on our Love Diary (LD) liao...really very very sweet ler. it reminds me of the days and times when i am in penang working and you studying in melaka.so far distance and we can still communicate with each other. it brings back the memory.but now it is starting all over again. i graduated liao.so have to come back to my lovely hometown batu pahat cause the contract over liao. i know i promised you that i will work in seremban or melaka but i dint find any job in melaka. i still doing nothing right now. dono what to do. no objective in life right now. so feeling very helpless.who can decide for me and show me the path that i should follow? it is all in a decision. the decision i make now will bring me to what i will become in 10 years later. i really very scared. very scared that i will choose someting i dont like or something i will regret later. i dono what to choose.everyday i wake up i am slap with this question. What should i do? haih~ how good it is if can turn back time and restart everything again. Study is still the best. Dont have to think of anything else besides wake up and study and eat. Assignments and exams and holiday trips. haih~ but that kind of life is over for me liao. now have to really think of the next step. My brain really full of question mark. The most important is still money. No money cannot continue study also. Work or Study, work or study....Dear dont worry ok i will decide soon de.i dont like to do nothing everyday.so boring

dear dear you so cham de ler...until now only u know that i got post something in the blog. Oh my goodness. how long liao wor...from February to June liao wor...5 months cukup cukup you know. The LD also karat (Rusty)liao .got spider web d. hehehehe really so long dint login d.Its ok la dear. i wont blame you de ok. i know after i come back from penang it is the most happy thing that ever happen right?The day that i able to come back to your arms and see you and hug u and kiss and be with you forever and ever.Dear dont be sad and guilty ok. i know you very very love me de. Me too dear. i love you with all my heart also. I know y ou dint mean that in the msn. I also know that you said de all in the msn is opposite meaning but i just want to let you know that i feel very care about you and serious on what you saying everytime.I purposely misunderstand it de so that you will tam me de. sorry wor dear. :-) dont angry me ya. Yaloh dear. i am your stupid dum dum dear. always will be ok.hahaha i look smart but i also very smart ma not meh? a bit blur and clumsy sometimes lo.Dear i so happy that i can make u feel so warm and safe lo. i love you very much my sleepy dear dear.when you hug your piggu i sure wont forget it de. and the way that you sleep on the bed is so very very very cute.

Actually when i go to indonesia for my graduation trip i really so heart down and not happy and sad. because i will be leaving Malaysia and i will be so far far away from my dear dear. maybe because everyday i can talk and hear dear dear voice but now i can seldom hear from her d. i so sad.before get on the plane i sms my dear dear to let her know that i am leaving liao. that i am thinking of my dear dear. to let her know where i am and how much i am missing her and thinking of her. i know you may be wondering what i am doing and how i am look.i just want to make u feel that i am just beside you even though i am not. and i am so far away from you dear.now i know how hard it feels to separate from you. how suffering it is.every moment just thinking of you but cannot do anything. cannot hear you cannot see you cannot feel you and kiss you. As i am writing this line i am crying.got tears in my eyes. i seldom cry when i writing things de. this is the first time. i really very very very miss you dear. when can i see you and hug u ler? i am just wondering. Dear, do you cry in the night when you thinking of me? is it very very suffering inside your heart?dear, i really really regret leaving you alone in melaka. can you forgive me ? please please please. i know you cant hear me right now cause you are still sleeping in bed.I wont disturb my dear dear sleeping de.LEt my dear dear sleep shu shu fu fu.when she wake up den i can hear my dear dear voice d.

Dear very very thank you that you would feel happy for me bao bei. i very grateful that you would wish me happy nice trip. Love you so much. Give you big big kiss first. Muaks muaks.I know it is so hard for us to be away from each other so far. Everytime you call me the background sound so noisy cause maybe got crowd or got lots of ppl around gua.i want to tell them to just shut up and let me speak to my dear dear but too many ppl liao.When i hear your voice i also feel very very happy. i know how much you missing me everyday when im not around. i feel so guilty that i cant accompany u there.i also want to find you fast fast and just hug u tight tight before i leave. dear you guai guai waiting me to come back i will reward you ok. i would never forget you waiting for me de.when i go for trip i will always keep you in my heart and always thinking of you. whether you are ok or not in melaka. cause you are alone there and no friends i dono whether you can be strong or not. cause i know that my dear dear very weak de and dono how to do things and need my help de but now i cant be there for her i really dono wat to do. dear r i promise you i will help you whenever i can ok dear. dont worry ok.somemore i not there to bring dear dear go eat dinner liao dono dear dear everyday eat maggie mee or not.i so worry about you dear. i just want to take care of you and not make you suffer but now we are both suffering like hell. is it cause we love each other and miss each other so much till go crazy d????

Dear dear i got some happy news for you. i buy alot alot of thing for you. so many souvenir i hope you will like it lo. even though i happy happy o trip but still i got think of you dear. trust me ok ok. i dono how to choose present de so i just feel what is nice for my dear dear then i just buy lo. dear if you dont like it then let me know ok??? dear the first day without my call message and msn isit very hard to get through? dont cry bao bei dont cry. got 2 piggu accompany you still can ma? imagine the piggu is me ok dear dear.cause is me give dear dear de. so it is very very super special. dear dont worry . i got eat full full everyday even though the food not very delicious. all malay food. chicken and fish. only got 1 type of vege only so lousy. then the chicken and fish so very very dry. no sauce at all de. but the chilly very very nice and super hot. orange colour de. so spicy.yes dear i everyday also wear nice nice cause i know you want me to look good right? i everyday before i go out also got wax hair de.thank you cause you give me the wax o. i will remember you when i travelling. dear i know you feel very depress cause u cant know what i am doing and it is impossible also. i know you very very miss me so very much and you also feel very unsafe. dear i will be strong for you ok. if you face problem just call me dear. i will help you solve it ok? i will do my best to give you help and support you need dear. it is like i am just beside you nia. i know you rely on me very much de even though u say u want to be independent and you know how to solve everything your own but i know you very timid and shy de.if you dont have me you dono how to solve the problem de. dear i will help you ok. you are not alone.

dear i dont mind you to rely on me ok.i know this week is very tough challenge for you but now i come back liao so you can still rely on me ok hehehewhen you hear me leave you got cry ma dear? i also want to see u and feel you everyday and talk to u everyday. hahaha i know when i keep on asking me questions you will feel very fan. actually i am not very know how to talk de guy de. i dono how to find topic to conversation.im so sorry dear. i normally will just keep quiet de.when ppl talk only i campur.thats why i keep on asking you questions lo. if i am not around can i ask u many many thing? u wont feel fan? hahaha dear ar i also prefer the days i live with you and do everything with you da bao for you. now you are alone liao u have to do all this thing by yourselve ok? dont think too much of it . i know it is very hard.if you really cannot control just call me ok?

i also miss the time when i can stay with you and do everything with you.study together eat together sing togeter watch movie together hold hand together eat mcD together go shopping together. i also wish that i can turn back time and live those days when we can laugh loud loud together and can hear u ngam ngam me like ah po like dat. make you feel angry is the worst cause very hard to tam you back de dear dear. but i also feel the happiness when i success tam you back lo dear. everyting is about you bao bei. i really dono how to live each day without u. haihz~but i know i have to be strong cause you still love me very very much right?

Dear dear start new sem liao...so weird after exam then holiday 2 weeks dint go back melaka.dint drive back pass by those road and reach bukit beruang turn into petronas and pass by the big tree and turn left then reach temple then turn right and go straight. so feeling uncomfortable that i dint go back melaka.maybe is too xi guan the life in melaka liao. now too relax in bp also so sien. how is your life in new sem dear? still can cope ma? lecturer good ma? got give alot of assignment right? dont worry la dear.. all this is just temporary de..last time i also got this challenge but now still the same de.you will get through it de ok dear. trust me. i have confidence that my dear dear can do it de. dear i am so happy also that i can be with you till today dear.i will come to melaka find you soon cause i cant bear the suffering of staying so far away from you. really very hard to control. wah dear you turn ur phone to not silent just to wait for me to message you r? so disspointed . i should have message you lo dear. dear r u went to mmu corner to eat still ok ma dear? i know dear dear dont like to go MMU corner eat de but u just walk a bit more then can go 663 eat liao ma right? just go straight only. dear u dont feel too sad la ok? if u sad me lagi sad lo.at least u got hui mee can accompany you makan r. just bear a while lo. find other place to eat beside mmu corner lo near near de.yes dear. after two years we can be together forever liao. even though i cannot confirm anything right now but i will do my best to be with you ok bao bei.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Dear dear...today is tuesday, u went to Indonesia second day le, how is it? nice to play?i hope u really enjoy it.i miss u alot alot here.today is my 2nd sch day...den i so bad luck.v lucky draw who wanna be the leader of the most difficult subject---business ethics.then ur dearest bao bei me, be the very lucky one---i got the lucky paper which write a big big one capital letter "L" (means leader), i really felt surprise...erm...stress...like the sky so dark..suddenly all bcm black...haha...dear y i oway so lucky???i wanna phone u and ask u how i can reject it,wanna hear ur consolate voice....wanna hear from u saying u r support me and will be by my side whenever i need u. but i cant.i just can go bac to my room...read the assignment again and again and find out what v gonna do with the assignment.haiz..if u r here,i sure will rely on u,call u read den tell me wat to do.i really need u dear.

today i feel so bore and miss u very much.suddenly feel wanna let u know wat i doing and how was my life.so during my lunch time,while waiting for the food,i took out my hp and typed a msg for u.when i press the "send" button, i feel u r just in malaysia and waiting for my msg although i know it is not.but suddenly,my phone vibrate and show me the delivery report.i just got one feeling---surprise and one thg tinking in my mind---dear dear is not going so far frm me...but since u din reply me as soon as possible,i know it was just coincident.mayb u put ur phone in somewhere else in malaysia.mayb just this second the msg reach ur phone but u cant reply in the following second...maybe..alot alot excuses to tell me,u really leave this country.u r nt able to reply me and just now was just coincicent....but...u did reply me dear...i shocked at the moment...i checked everythg possible to find out izit somebody sent wrong msg for me or u typed the msg few days ago and now onli sent to my phone. but it is not dear,its really from u...i'm so glad!!!really so glad!!!feel wanna tok to u many many thgs happen to me this few days when u r not around.however,u tol me it is really coincident the phone has signal beside the beach and very expensive.my happy lost half.and i noe i should wait u more 5 days....now really not the time for me to tok to u...but is ok...as long as i know u r all rite there...den i not so worry liao...take good k dear...

dear so sorry..today i cook maggi mee for my dinner.because i really lazy to go out to eat.u r not beside me,tasteless for everythg.when i tink of last time v go to many places eat dinner with u,feel so miss the time...why tat time i wont feel everythg is so important to me.maybe it is really true....when u lost somethg,u will feel appreciate it.when i lost u,i feel so miss u.i can suddenly go to kiss u,gv u a hug, pinch u, blek u...and call u many many time "silly dear".so misss tat time....if u can get the government sponsorship and study in melacca...i tink it is the best new i ever heard in this year....i still can be with u my dear.den v can be with togth again and do watever v like again....even v r just can stay in a house...no transportation to go DP and MP, i oso happy to be with u....

dear dear...second day in indonesia...what have u done in that country?izit the whether still ok for u?izit nice to play?the hotel nice??sure u happy because it is near the beach.u love sea dear..just like u love me...u will feel very happy if u beside me..rite??what have u ate for ur breakfast?lunch?dinner?have u beep leng lui from anyway?sure u have....leng lui with bikini...but i onli forgive u tis time,if nxt time u beep again,i wont so good let u free...because now is ur relax time so i let u relax oso.hehe...dear izit i so good for u??

today i meet alot of fren back.it was last time ady knew de fren but lost contact liao today meet back them.feel abit happy too.cz like everybody has changed.change to more mature,not like b4...childish...haha.i tink i have change too...maybe yes,mayb no.for sure i have change to become more and more luv u....hehe.do u feel tat???

it is ady late nite.i should go to bed now..now ady 1.04am...tomorrow 8am class.i have to sleep early.dear dear also ya..sleep early so tat u can play more hard in the nxt day.just wanna say till now i still very very miss u.without ur call ur msg and ur msn nudge...feel so free...nth to waiting for,nth to do oso.like....no objective in my life.mayb ur existence is fulfill my lonely life..wait u come back dear....muack muack muack..good nite dear...c u....i luv u so much...

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Hehe..untill today i only know u have posted the blog in Feb 20...soli aft being together with u i din come to this blog to c.after reading the blog,i will so sad and guilty.Im so sorry dear...actualy i'm not mean that...all i said in msn is opposite meaning,but i dunno u will misunderstand it and dun listen to my call to explain to it.Actually i know u are stupid dum dum dear,many thg u din get the meaning properly.ur look r so smart like know everythg but actually u r stupid like dum dum...but i still luv ur stupid dum dum face,make me feel so warm and safe....

today is dear dear leaving malaysia day....feel so bu she de.but dear dear happy, i should happy for him too.so i wish my dear u have a happy nice trip.althoough everytime call u or u call me the background sound also very noisy and i cant tok to u properly,but when i listen to ur voice i really happy.i just wanna say i will be missing u everyday when u r not around beside me.feel wanna go to find u and hug u tight tight before u r going to indonesia.but i know it is imposible so i can just at melaka here wish u good luck and guai guai wait for u to come bac.dear...did u remember to bring me alot and alot souvenir???

today is only the 1st day without dear dear call,msg and msn.still have 6 days....i must be strong and do not cry because of missing dear dear so much.i got piglet 1 and 2 accompany me just like dear dear accompany me.so i'm wondering izit dear dear got eat full full??wear nice nice??sleep tight tight??izit got miss me very very much as i do in melaka??izit everythg good to him....i wan to know all i wan to,but i tink it is impossible....feel so depress...i really miss u so much u know???dear not around,do everythg oso feel unsafe.if i face a problem how?who i gonna to ask?if my computer sot liao how??who can help me.now i only realize that,i rely my dear very much.like he is a part in my life,without him,i dunno how i face all the trouble in my life.alway,when i face some problem sure will call dear dear say "help"...but this week,is a challenge for me.i could not do anythg like call o msg dear dear cz dear dear is far away frm me.so i have to challenge myself,not so rely on dear dear...but i know when u r coming bac...i will still rely on u de...maybe more tim~~~ngek ngek ngek....

when i heard u o feel u wanna leave me far far away,i will feel bu she de and wanna cry.i wan to c u and feel u everyday,i wanna tok to u everyday,although sometime will feel abit "fan" if u keep asking me somethg,but after tat i wish u can ask me many many thg since u r not around.den i can tok to u,know wat u did tis day,where u go tis morning,doing wat in afternoon,izit miss me at the night.new sem has start dear..i have to live in the day without u.i have to take k myself,do many thg my own.eat alone,da bao alone.everythg back in to the day before i meet u..but i prefer the day i live with u.everyday do all the thg with u.study together with u,eat with u,sleep with u,watching movie with u,doing assignment with u...i so miss last time.sweet sweet day.u alway make me laugh loud loud,make me ngam u like ah po,make me feel angry,make me feel happiness.everthg oso u dear.so i wish time can turn back.

today is the 1st day of new sem.but i'm not happy with the new sem life,i'm happy with i can be with u till today dear,im waiting for u to come to melaka find me.i'm so glad to waiting for the day u come...today is the 1st day....after my 1st lesson in new sem, i took out my phone and wanna turn to not silent cz i thought mayb u will send me msg.but after i done tat onli i realize tat,i will misconduct with u in a week.feel so dissappointed.dear ar...today is the 1st day,i really went to MMU corner with hui mee leh...she said she feel wanna eat thr...haha...i tink continue will be more n more day i will having my dinner there, like before.but nvm,i tink tis kind of life will be end soon.cz after tis two years,maybe i can be with u forever liao,although now i dunno how is the situation in the future,but i will try my best to be with u forever.

wondering where r u now...live in which hotel?go to where to play?how is the environment?i tink dear dear u will be arrived in clock 5 or 6 something izit??den now should be standing beside the airport street,wondering how to go to the hotel....by taxi?bus?train?erm...indonesia no LRT those kind of thg rite?last time if i no mistake i watch a show introduce the indonesia transportation,their LRT is a bus izit??dunno,mayb yes or no...hehe...i hope my dear u can enjoy all this.dear......miss u alot and alot....really so miss u...wanna call u and ask how r u...how was the feeling in the aeroplane?meet any zombies o snake??(snake on a plane and life for dead movie)hehe....dear dear...i wanna hug hug now....if it was the last time,now i should be slept on ur bed plus snoring(u must say i have eventhough i dun have),den waiting for u to kiss me up to dinner.very miss the last time...dear....how good if u r here...muack muack muack....but i tink u r happy in indonesia tis moment,so i happy for u too...hehe...i love u dear.


feel missing u dear dear....

do what also no mood, dear...


miss miss miss u dear...

smile for dear dear...

A long distance kiss for u dear...
i love u forever dear....miss ya.muack~~