Day so dark. is it going to rain le i wondering. oh ya hor.. forgot liao now oledi 8.51pm d sure dark la. is night time jor ehheeh...but wind is being coldly into my room so liang so cool so nice hehehe..nice feel.. dear this few days raining le...go thunderstorm somemore...saturday and sunday stay at home missing you...whole day raining from morning to night non stop ...dont feel like going out..so just stay at home hehehe..be wu liao de ren ahhaah dear never i let you say me..dear only can say me ben, sha huai, suai, lan, fei, and hamsap heheeh ok? only i will let my bao bei dear dear say me. no one will have the right to say me except u. heheh i dont care how bad u say me or how huai you say me i will still love dear with all i have and with my full heart. ni shi wo de zui zui ai. dear i know dear...i also very very gua zu lei (thinking of you) hen xiang nian ni. actually i dont bare to leave you alone think of you de dear. because not only you very miss me. im so far here i also alone here missing you like crazy do you know that dear? dear you will thinking of me till cry? why le dear? dont cry dear dont cry...another 18 more days then we will be back together liao dear. i will be home soon bao bei dear dear. just ren nai ok. i know that i really cant wait to go back to be with you. just a few more days only ok dear.

Dear dear dear dear we will celebrate many many new year together dear. Year 2009 is just our starting year. we have very very long journey still to go. and i want to spend every moment of that journey just with you can? just be by yourside and do everything together with you. as long as your with me i will live everyday to the fullest and i will feel very xin fu and happy just because i have you dear.

Dear actually i feel the most luckiest guy on earth dear...it is more happy and more lucky feeling than striking 4D jackpot...but if can let me strike ma piao oso not bad hor hehehe bao bei...since the very first day i with you i have always been very kai lang and i always know that you will be beside and then i wont be sad and i will do everyting with passion and full of love dear.
Dear now is exam period...ni hai hao ma? got eat properly ma? got sleep enough ma? hui xin ku ma? all this i only thinking in my mind everyday every minit...dear you really have made me sha liao..my mind all is about you do you know? dear exam period i wish that i can be with you dear so that we can study together and dont let you suffer so much...dear i dont want to see u xin ku ok?? i want to accompany you study till late late...if i close my eyes or feel wanan fall asleep pour water on my face ok dear then i will wake up liao hhehehe...dear dear sorry that i cannot accompany you wor..you must jian qiang ok ? then dont lazy wor...must jia you jia you study ok? i know you very rajin study till very very late liao...good job dear...so proud of you.

Dear do you know that day when i receive your sms after your exam i very very very super duper happy ma.. i suddenly feel so wonderful and my world become like so perfect like dat. dear its ok dear...at least got those question you manage to do then is ok liao...dear im very proud of you that you know how to do..means that your study dint go to waste dear...all your effort is worth it de..hehehe chio man..high five baby... dear hahah got ppl ask you whether you patoh r...your forehead there got write you patoh meh? or you where a t shirt there said [ NOT AVAILABLE SORRY ]
ohh yuan lai you and that gong zhu is same ID number de r...always sit so close...erm you and her good fren isit..
Dear it is so good to hear that you are happy and feeling so xin fu and everyday full of laughter...cause lou po zai hoi sam ngor zao hoi sam lo hehehe
hahahah dear u noti la..when got thing happen then think of my ham sap ham sap face...walau eh..what la..cannot think of my xiao shuai (small handsome) face meh ? har har har? cannot meh? cannot meh? hehehe
dear if you want to show off to the others that we are very xin fu i dont mind de r.. cause i want to show to the world how xin fu we are hehehe want to make them so jealous of our xin fu-ness heheh ok ok ok lo...i will forgive u wahahhaha

dear im very serious de ren de ok hehehehe...we both serious de ma good lo...dear i really treat this relationship very serious de..den i dont want to play play de ok dear...wo tui ni shi ren zhen de
i really dont wish to lose you as my girlfriend cause i really treat you as my one and only and i hope that we can go to the end...go on together forever...everyday hope for the best dear. you know ma? not only you zai nu li ze ok? me oso got 努力着维持我们的感情 ok. i dont want to hear those two words. i dont want to say those two words and dont want to even know those two words ok. i just want to be with you. i dono what i will do without you.

walau eh...say me huai huai ren again hahaha...you know me best lo bao bei.. no one know me more than you do lo..erm...follow proceduce shi ying gai de ma...u will fall asleep meh if follow procedure? then i ma pour water on ur face lo dont let u sleep wahahhaah...ok dear...hehehe i follow you dont follow procedure ok? ok ok? heheh
if you like chi ji gan de dong xi then wo jiu bu zai yi de wor..hee we hui gei ni gou gou li.. extreme 刺激 wahahhahaha...but i will control de hehe
Dear last night when i call you i feel so warm when i can hear your voice do you know ma? it is like you are just beside me talking to me only...but i touch my pillow.. haihz..dear i want to touch u can ma dear? can can? i dotn want to touch pillow i want to touch you dear..touch your hair, your lips your hands your leg your body and your ...erhm..erhm... dont tell you ehheeh dear i want to fill you dear.
i want to let you know how much i love you in my heart bao bei



Dear dear dear...my friend went to Tokyo Japan then took photo of something interesting le dear... he told me then i really cannot believe my eyes u noe ma..really really cannot believe it... then he fast fast email to me...when i open it....

笨dear 傻dear 坏dear 衰dear 懒dear 肥dear hamsap的dear...我最爱的dear.......你知道我很想念你吗？为什么你那么忍心让我独自一个人想你想得那么久。dear有时候想你真的想到很想哭的呢。。。dear你有像我一样这么想你吗？

dear, 2009年是我们在一起的第一年哦。

我要从年头到年尾都跟你在一起，然后我们一起过好多好多次新年，

一起倒数好多好多次。。。

虽然今年我们只能够在电话上一起跨年，可是我已经很满足了。

能够遇见dear你算是我今年最幸运的了。

make a wish...我要永远跟你在一起。

对不起dear dear最近忙着读书都很少来LD写东西了。

所以今天一考完两科我就立刻来这里。

迫不及待想要跟你分享心事，然后再听你诉说着你的心事。

dear我要用我所有的爱来爱你。

你知道吗？当我今天遇见我的ex再跟他面对面经过，

我觉得he is nth to me anymore。

在这之前我都很怕遇见他，因为我怕自己会再记起以前痛过的。

可是今天的我却很有信心地从他面前走过，

因为我的心不再有它的存在。

我的心已经装满了你，你带给我的幸福，装的好满好满，满到全透露在脸上了。

我觉得我整个人都变得好美，好有信心。

今天还有一个男的问我是不是谈恋爱了？

他是每一次考试都坐我的后面或前面，

总之每次考试不用找位子，看到他就可以了，不是他的后面就是前面。

between me and 公主。

他问我是不是交新男朋友了，我问他为何这么说，

他说因为最近看到我都很开心，整天笑，容光焕发，

整个人很开心的感觉。

对呀，自从跟dear你在一起后，我真的变得好开心。

好像有什么心事，一想到dear你ham ham sap sap 的样子我就觉得好幸福。

dear 我不是有心要show off你给我的幸福给别人看的，

它自己要出现在我脸上我也不想的。。。dear你要原谅我哦。。。

dear你知道我最喜欢跟你一起的什么感觉吗？

就是虽然我们是couple but 那种feel 就像是跟很好很好的朋友那样。

你不会生气我lampoon你，我也不会生气你整天耍我，

不用解释你也知道我说的冷笑话，然后你会给我respon。

我跟我的ex就不同，我只要开玩笑说错一句话，他就会胡思乱想。

我不喜欢那样咧dear，everytime must be serious，很累的。

每一次我都需要解释很多很多，包括那时你是我的朋友，我都解释不下百次。。。

dear你应该不是serious的人hor?看你的样子就知道了。。。

but dear...

我是很serious的咧！！dun play play ar....

因为我是对你很serious，我对我们的感情真的很认真地，

我不想失去一个值得我付出所有的爱来爱他的人。

我真的很想跟你到永远永远，永远都不分开。

我在努力着dear，努力着维持我们的感情。

我答应你我不会随随便便就说x手两个字。

直到永远我们都不说好不好？

我就只想要跟你在一起dear...好不好？我们永远都在一起，好不好？

dear你放心好了，你是不会失去我的，因为我也不想失去你。

所以不管我发神经说的什么话都好，你都不用担心会失去我。

因为。。。

打死我也不会离开你的，

你是属于我的dear，我不会给任何人机会夺走我最心爱的dear dear。

dear,你是坏坏的人，怎么控制自己去做坏坏的事呢？

我就知道其实dear你很想我去seduce你的，我就知道，

还假假说要follow procedure。。。

follow得来我都想睡了咯dear。

你在office follow prosedure, 在家又follow你不sien的吗？？

come on dear...open abit can???dun be shy...hehehe...

因为dear 我喜欢刺激的东西，所以我还是比较喜欢无端端seduce你，

你千万千万要忍住哦，因为你一忍不住，我就会停止seduce你了。。。

哇哈哈，看你怎么办？？

dear我真的觉得好幸福因为我已经是你的了，

这样有你疼有你爱觉得是界变得好美。

我要让所有的人都羡慕我，羡慕我有一个这么好的dear。。。

也要幸福倒让以前伤过你和我的心的人regret...

dear actually你还有想念你的ex的吗？

不用怕我会不高兴哦。因为我会体谅你的。

毕竟你们在一起那么多年的感情，你又曾经那么爱她，

一时之间会放不下那么多的东西吧。。。

有时候你会用我跟你的ex compare吗？

其实我有时候也会compare你和我的ex。

dear你不要生气哦。

可是我想来想去，还是觉得你比他们都好很多，

因为跟你一起真的很开心。是跟以前的完全不一样的感觉，

可能我们的性格比较像。

所以我才觉得这次我没选错人。

所以我更要好好珍惜你。

珍惜所有你给我的东西。珍惜所有跟你一起的感觉。
因为我要和你有一个super happy ending...

dear...

dear...

dear...

很想摸着你的脸，看着你的眼睛，然后轻轻地对你说：“dear, i love u forever....”

对咯dear, 你可以不要每次叫我大大声地对你说i love u 吗？？

我会脸红会心跳的。

然后我的朋友都会笑我的，尤其是jonathan那衰人，

最佳损友就是他了。

上次我嘴巴痛生牙齿他竟然很认真地跟我说吃糖子可以止痛。

我就真的傻傻要去买糖子，然后他就在偷笑，erwin才跟我说他玩我的。

气死我！！所以dear我不能在他的面前大声跟你说我爱你，

它会从学校大门笑到我去SRC第二天再笑的。

dear....等你回来我天天说给你听好吗？？

ok?ok ok ok?

呵呵。。。

HAPPY NEW YEAR DEAR DEAR DEAR DeAR...Bao Bei Dear i want to wish you a very happy new year 2009 ..wish that this year will be a better year than last year dear. i wish that this year brings more hapiness and luck for us bao bei. just wish that i can spend every day every moment together with you in this new year. Dear on new year's eve was one of my happiest days together with u although we are miles apart but i stil can feel you beside me. just like i hold you and hug u while ur beside me. when i hear your voice my heart was pumping even more faster. dear this is the first time i countdown the new year with u o ... u must always remember it ok ok ok? i will always keep this in my heart forever de...u at the beach there then i at the queensbay there we countdown together..so nice ehhehe sure dear i remember that this is our 3rd celebration together..first is dong zhi ma then 2nd is christmas ma then 3rd is new year ma correct? heheh sure correct la...i where will forget the moments i spend with you de wor..i always will keep in my heart de.
dear i really make u feel so xin fu? really reall really? how much ? how much xin fu? hehehe..dear when i hear this i super fill with joy cause i want you to feel xin fu together with me.i want everyday of ur life to be fill with me and joy.everything u do i oso want to be part of it. u sleep i oso want to sleep with u. u eat oso i want to eat with u. u drink i oso want to drink with u.do everything with u. just you and only you. dear you know ma? this last few days i very very very miss u u noe ma. ever since i come back penang i miss you like crazy every time. why like this r dear? then when last night we talk on the phone i very happy that i can hear ur voice even for a moment. dear i really feel very warm when we can talk on the phone. it makes me feel very close to u.
Dear...i know im busy with my work but u must know this dear..i everytime i working in my mind i will always think of you. sometimes my whole mind is full with u den i cannot have any space to do my work liao den my supervisor will scold me. sometimes i do halfway my job den suddenly will fa tai. daydream. that is the time when my whole mind is thinking of u. u really can make me stop like dat. dear...u very powerful le.dont like dat la dear. give me some space for my job oso ma. dear dear so greedy want to ji into all my brain wahahahha.. bao bei wo zhen de hen xiang ni. even if my job very busy buy i will every second every minit will care of you and wanting to know what you are doing there. i will keep you in my heart forever and ever dear.
bao bei dear dear i dont want to lose you can? i really very afraid of losing you cause i already have fallen deeply in love with you d. no one can replace you liao.i have you u in my heart complete liao.i everytime will think of the happy things we do together then i will sha sha laugh there myself wahhaha...i really got so silly meh dear hehehe
aiyo dear r if i not funny then u will still like me meh? hahaha u want me to be the serious serious kind of bf ? wahh i scared u will scared man...
what 做坏坏的事 o..heheheh dear dear naughty lo..ppl busy finding movie for you to watch then u suddenly dono what ahppen become so high like dat terus kiss me and touch me..aiyoh...make me so..so..so..ahahahah like dat lo..blerk~~
next time i will try to control myself liao hehehe dont so easy let u seduce me hehehe
but actually i like u to seduce me de wahahhahaha

har? dear u dono i know how to build computer de meh? even before i come to intel to work i already know how to build liao de wor...it is very easy de actually..ahhaha dont see like very complicated. even you oso can build it de. you really so shock meh? hehehe if im not more smart and more li hai den u den i not fit to be ur bf liao wor..cause i want to be able to care and take care of you de ma. dear u know ma...our love so strong i feel like everything is nothing liao. mean i can do anything i put my mind to. i can achieve excellent when i have you dear.i can be very successful with you and our love dear. you are very very very important to me bao bei.
bao bei dear wo hui jia you jia you de wor...you also k..must study hard and be hardworking liao ok dear...i oso want to see you success.then we together can be very successful and have a good life in future. dear i feel that we can cause we last time do many things together liao den i feel our teamwork very keng. no one can so perfect match us liao owowow..

bao bei dear...wo jie shou ni.. dear i very appreciate your support and gu li de ehehehe dear yesterday i send you all of those sms i really mean it de ok. i really love you very much dear. i will never stop loving you for watever reason. i really cant make myself to stop thinking about you.everything about u. i have fallen deeply in love with you. dear another few more weeks nia then i can see my darling bao bei liao..ehhehe so happy..wo hui nu li de dear. the sweetest moment we can spend together liao. dear we still have manny manny manny manny things havent do together dear... like go shopping go holiday go themepark play sleep at the beach and watch stars,see sunset togehter..all this things i want to do with dear dear. i just cant wait to see you and be together with you
dear i love you very very very ultra much...
MUAKX MUAKX MUAKX MUAKX bao bei
ai shi ni...






dear dear dear...where is our pics dear..i want i want i want...dear post it la dear...please please please..u have alot of pics havent send to me le..when can i get it o?????