i feel that the feeling will come back like before when we are back together again...cause i noe that it is really very suffer to be apart from me so far away. i am very scared of this to happen do you know. is it because you have friends already that is why u cant have the feeling come back? it is very hurt and sad for me cause it hurts really really deeply, it feels the same way like you felt when you broke up last time...and i tried my best to save this relationship..i really do.. i am already near to you d ..i come to work in melaka as i promised just to be with you...i feel that i can give you a better life if you just give our relationship another chance...dont just throw away what we have gone through so much can? i just know that we can be more happy then before if you just believe. i really se bu de. everytime i think of all the things we did together, all the happy times and sad times i feel that ending it so soon is not what we both want...
is this how you want to end it all? is it really impossible d?
i just want to hear it from you only personally

there is nth else in my heart

i oway ask myself izit i really wanna break with u...i owy jz wait n wait n wait n wait....i dunno i wan to wait till when...to tell u the truth.i jz wanna wait until the time ...the feeling like b4 come bac.but unfortunately....it wont comes bac.....i noe i hurt u very much...but in this moment..i really dun tink v can be togth anymore....not bcz of im still angry u...not because of wat u said in the last post in LD....is because...my heart slowly dun have u.the time u said u wanna disappear in my life...it really does...but i dun1...v cant be couple,but v can be fren...all i wan is jz like tis..so plz dun suffer urself anymore...i noe it is very sad for u,but when time go on,u will find tat this is the best way for u n me.if i still toght with u,i dunno when,this problem will happen again...in tht time,dunno who will be the most suffer one.distance is the threat for u n me...whn u far away frm me....of coure 1st i will miss u like hell...but sonner,i will find my way to survive,in tht time...i will feel tat i dun need u anymore..im so soli to say tht....but....i jz wanna solve all this to reduce our painess....i jz wish..u dun tink anythg wrong...the is no rite or wrong in a relationship....i hope u will get well soon...really...